Deceptions of the Heart

I'm broke down, corrupted

Stalled and let down, interrupted

All the evidence to corroborate

The fire that burned away

All my motivation, my friends away

Shut the world outside and isolate, I gotta medicate

Tear my love away, rip and shove away

Bring the cavalcade, should I die today?

What's so wrong with feeling wrong

I find my calm in little sins and

Songs that come from feeling numb

I'm undone, I'm undone

And I'm dumb, and I'm done

Done with being happy it's no good

I'd rather be in my misery

And love could never soothe me

Like the guilt of merriment in my prurience

So irreverent, too elegant

Deceptions of the heart

They say I am missing out on what it's all about

Doubt and shout it out, I'll never come around

Some are made to feel as if there's nothing real

So the main appeal lies in the drug you deal

Self-prescribe and try to keep yourself alive

Only just a rite to help me sleep at night

Find a new disease, a couple enemies

Down upon my knees, it's all so clear to me

What's so wrong with feeling wrong

I find my calm in little sins and

Songs that come from feeling numb

I'm undone, I'm undone

And I'm dumb, and I'm done

Done with being happy it's no good

I'd rather be in my misery

And love could never soothe me

Like the guilt of merriment in my prurience

So irreverent, too elegant

Deceptions of the heart