Far

How do I deal with rejection?

I'm dealing with a lot of rejection right now

It makes me feel very small

Well, that's great, if nobody wants you, you're free

Tried to wash all my shit away

Tried to wash all my emotions

Need a few brews

Need a palm tree

I be drinking in private

Don't call me to party, though

Fuck on your **** for cardio

Took a dip and he fell in love right away

I put my feelings on layaway

I'm

Done being used

Done playing stupid

Done faking cool

I don't want none of that shit, I don't want it

Done being screwed

Done feeling clueless

That's how you do

I don't want none of that shit, got me running so

Far, far like I don't recognize me

Far, far 'cause I let you define me

I'm far, far 'cause I can't trust nobody

Far, stay far, so far

Lately I feel less cool as before

Nobody under my garter belt

Nobody outchea to tell me I'm special

Made you check your bullshit at the door

Got an appetite, hungry to feed my ego

Nobody 'round me to be my hero

Always on my mind

Trust is hard to find

Everything reminds me of us

I just want my sanity back

Better than being your enemy

Better than letting go, scared to die alone

Done being used

Done playing stupid

Done being cool

I don't want none of that shit, I ain't going

Done getting screwed

Done playing clueless

That's how you do

I don't want none of that shit, got me running so

Far, far like I don't recognize me

Far, far 'cause I let you define me

I'm far, far 'cause I can't trust nobody

Far, stay far, so far

I remember when you had me upside down

Stress me out and turn me out, it's all bad now

I remember when I wasn't so burnt out

I'd rather that than be your enemy

Ready to let it go

Draggin' me

Far, far like I don't recognize me

Far, far 'cause I let you define me

I'm far, far 'cause I can't trust nobody

Far, stay far, so far