PTSD

I got trapped in my head, I was lost in the matrix

No more room in my heart, I can't leave this shit vacant

Ain't no more of them days when they said I wouldn't make it

Had a whole lot of problems, and they just kept chasin'

Tried to drown 'em in drugs, cuz I didn't wanna face it

But I fucked up my mind, and my heart just been racin'

Talk to God told 'em take all the pain and erase it

Tried to take my own life, I was drownin' in drugs

I had no one behind me, that's showin' me love

So I tried to get high, cuz it made me above

I can't keep 'em around, so I give 'em a shove

I been missin' my brotha, I sent 'em a dove

And she like to get geeked, when she walk in the club

I just made back a hunnid, and blew me a dub

I been praying' to God that he keep me away from the drugs, cuz I don't wan go back

I was on 'em, but you didn't know that

Lost my mind in the mist of it all, I been wishin' and hopin' it grow back

My **** died, I can't even get my bro back

Boy keep a stick on him, but he won't blow that

I'm finished fuckin' this bitch, get your hoe back

She gotta whole lotta ass, she gone throw that

I got a switch, you can come get your toe tagged

I stay out the loop, I be outta the mix

I done switched my hoes, I exotic the bitch

I done bussed down the bezel, psychotic my wrist

Sendin' shots at my body, I'm dodgin that shit

I can't leave myself open for nobody

I got PTSD, what you know bout it?

Who been ridin' for me?, I think nobody

And my heart done went cold, gotta snow body

Want the smoke with them boys?, man it's okay

Better worry bout' how you gone go bout it

Load up the stick, I went got me a new shotty

One in his head, I done caught me a new body

OD'd on drugs, and man nobody knew bout' it

Matte black the Cat', we don't care bout' that blue body

I got trapped in my head, I was lost in the matrix

No more room in my heart, I can't leave this shit vacant

Ain't no more of them days when they said I wouldn't make it

Had a whole lot of problems, and they just kept chasin'

Tried to drown 'em in drugs, cuz I didn't wanna face it

But I fucked up my mind, and my heart just been racin'

Talk to God told 'em take all the pain and erase it

Tried to take my own life, I was drownin' in drugs

I had no one behind me, that's showin' me love

So I tried to get high, cuz it made me above

I can't keep 'em around, so I give 'em a shove

I been missin' my brotha, I sent 'em a dove

And she like to get geeked, when she walk in the club

I just made back a hunnid, and blew me a dub

I been praying' to God that he keep me away from the drugs, cuz I don't wan go back

I was on 'em, but you didn't know that

Lost my mind in the mist of it all, I been wishin' and hopin' it grow back

My **** died, I can't even get my bro back

Boy keep a stick on him, but he won't blow that

I'm finished fuckin' this bitch, get your hoe back

She gotta whole lotta ass, she gone throw that

I got a switch, you can come get your toe tagged