Stress Fractures

I always find myself in situations that I would rather not be in

I can't get out of bed

Why do I always end up like this?

Scared and alone

I won't let anyone inside my mind

I'm too scared of the things they'll find

That keep haunting me nightly

I can't catch a break or break out of my cage

I've been doing better, I keep to myself

I stopped being bitter, I started looking for help

I stopped halting progress, I started accepting change

Became comfortable with things not staying the same

And I'm moving on from these harsh feelings that have taken over me

And I don't ever wanna lose control

I don't ever wanna hurt the people that I love

I don't ever wanna lose my cool

I don't ever wanna hate the person I've become

I'm getting better no matter how it seems

I'm moving forward, following my heart strings

I won't be consumed by the fear that's in me

I swear I'm okay, though looks are deceiving

I feel so, I feel so alive

I never thought that I'd get here