Praying

My mind wasn't really there, so I don't apologize

It's real in my head, so I don't call 'em lies

I like to fall, so I climb up high

When I can hear my thoughts cuz nobody around

Crush something up, make 'em spin like ballerinas

Head in the sky, puffing on the clouds

Fantasize, make him call me Valentina

I start to fall, body like hail when coming down

Feet on the ground only when I step in Margiela

I could die, but I'm living for the pounds

God outta sight, so I'm praying to Maria

Love my reflection, I look so good

She don't smile, but I wish she would

Talk to myself but still misunderstood

Smoke clears when I roll the wood

He gave me dough, he trynna see me in Fendi

Don't feel like shopping so I blew it on a feeling

Am, pm, am- nothing in between

Your **** talking, but I'm too up to hear him

On 495, thought you was next to to me

Was it just in my mind?

Should I count to three and let the spirit drive?

Face my mortality? whichever makes me feel alive

The high calls and I'm alright

But I'm on my knees, beg Maria "why?"

What kills is my life line

He trynna share my pain

He ain't worth my time

I'm praying for the re-up

I'm cold at night, but won't let the warmth around

Oh, the re-up

I'd rather love later and feel this now

Ay, Demna puffer- shit look like I'm hiding, low-lifing

I'm undercover like Takahashi

Glenn on me, but the diesel in my lungs got me flying, jet-lifing

The money keep me feeling, feeling something

Mind wasn't there, so I don't apologize

They real to me so I don't call 'em lies

Yeah, pretty, white boy in the sheets saying the dust is mine

Fosho, whatever he finds, he keep till the plug arrives

On 495, you was next to me

Wasn't just in my mind

I swear on me, swear on my life

Ain't no fantasy, it was real this time

The high calls and I'm alright

But I'm on my knees, beg Maria "why?"

What kills is my life line

He trynna share my pain

He ain't worth my time

I'm praying for the re-up

I'm cold at night, but won't let the warmth around

Oh, the re-up

I'd rather love later and feel this now