if I was gay

If I was gay would I be

What they say, just a stereotype?

If I was gay how do I get to heaven

When there's no church in the wild?

Tried to be honest

But honestly I can't

No I can't

If love is the same

Why is this not the same thing?

The same thing

I've never kissed a boy

Would I like the way it feels?

Picturing his face and I loose a piece of me

Play me all the classic love songs on repeat

None of them talk about what I feel

I've never kissed a boy

I've been trying to fit in

Kept a candle burning, a lamp unto my feet

Play me all the classic love songs on repeat

None of them talk about what I feel

If I was gay there would be no friends left

And I don't want that

If I was gay my mom and dad would treat me

And I can't handle that shit

Tried to be honest

But honestly I can't

No I can't

If love is the same

Why is this not the same thing

The same thing

I've never kissed a boy

Would I like the way it feels?

Picturing his face and I loose a piece of me

Play me all the classic love songs on repeat

None of them talk about what I feel

I've never kissed a boy

I've been trying to fit in

Kept a candle burning, a lamp unto my feet

Play me all the classic love songs on repeat

None of them talk about what I feel

All the time I've wasted trying to replace the

Part of myself that was keeping me straight

It just made me a product of it (ah-ah)

So where do I fit in?

Nothing can replace the scars on my body

Can't talk to nobody, I'm numb

I've never kissed a boy

Would I like the way it feels?

Picturing his face and I loose a piece of me

Play me all the classic love songs on repeat

None of them talk about what I feel