HAPPY TEARS

If you know me you know

I'on, I'on, I'on get happy

I'ma what's next typa ****

I always wanna know what's next

Some days I wanna snap

Some days I wanna chill

Some days I wanna rap and some days I wanna

Some days I don't wanna sip, I ain't tryna pop a pill

Some days when I love life and it be days I'on wanna live

I been crying happy tears

I been crying happy tears

I'on mind happy tears

Said I ain't did that shit in years

I been crying happy tears

You don't know how it feels

Just stay down and stay real and ****, you can end up here

Ok 22 his year, he turned 22 this year

And my kid due this year

Shit, what else to do this year

Shit, they ain't never gave me still gave back nothing left for me to give

When everybody you loved left, ain't nothing else to do but live

If we don't take it what's gone numb us

Ain't nothing else to do but feel it

Just did a show in the city it was litty and I killed it

Nothing left to take with me, left it all in the building

Gang task say I'm lieutenant, I call it, I send it

Even tried calling the show, brang it all to an ending

They speak on what they think they know, I can't lie, I'm offended

You goofy **** got the whole fucking world in our business

Living in a whole other world, I'ma end it

I'm here and ain't nowhere near finish, it's just the beginning

I get it and spend it then go get it again

City on fire, the streets heated it again

Them youngins believe in revenge

It's 'bout six in the morning, by ten I'm probably gon' beat it again

Black truck and chauffeured today, tomorrow I'm probably gon' be in a Benz

I go post in the hood, they love it, surprised when it come to an end

Probably surprise 'em again in a month but I can't promise I ain't leaving again

He got his angels on side of him, they finna ride on his demons again

Ay, when shit got harder youngin went harder

Run it up, I needed a dollar

Now they on my dick, don't bother

Wonder do it still bother my people, I ain't a scholar now

Tryna add it all up to till it's equal, rich **** problems now

The hate never brung me down

Take what they saying and I say fuck 'em

And I'ma be this way until they gun me down

Some days I wanna snap

Some days I wanna chill

Some days I wanna rap and some days I wanna

Some days I don't wanna sip, I ain't tryna pop a pill

Some days when I love life and it be days I'on wanna live

I been crying happy tears

I been crying happy tears

I'on mind happy tears

Said, I ain't did that shit in years

I been crying happy tears

You'n know how it feels

Just stay down and stay real and ****, you can end up here

Somebody tell me what happened

Do that mean I'm happy?

Somebody tell me what happened

Do that mean I'm happy?