Angels (feat. CeCe Teneal)

Verse 1:

Dear mama, from ya last born I really miss ya,

Tell Stefan n John I was just looking at our pictures, 

Took a stroll thru our memories, Prelude to my felonies,

Wish I could start over, N listen to what u was tellin me,

Now Xanax resembles balance,

Pain drowned within the chalice,

Become so jaded,

My thoughts have become callus

Regretful of past actions,

While draped in designer fabrics,

Survivor of car crashes,

Loss sustained become taxin,

God I was so foolish,

My mama she already knew this,

Highly intelligent,

Mixed with a side of stupid,

Nightmares I can't subdue them,

Depressed, who a m I foolin,

Life's ran its course,

Left me in a stack of ruins,

Lost without your guidance,

Please visit me if you find this,

Tell Ray to swing thru,

We can kick it like old time shit,

Rather died due to living,

Chasing my own visions,

Chose faith over religion,

Awakened with a new mission,

Verse 2:

Baptized in my own affliction,

And freed from false scriptures,

I Ain't missin the intentions,

Just clarifying the inscriptions,

Haunted by my decisions,

While walking in my convictions,

And both sides of the coin,

Reflection of just how you livin,

Hearts weighed on the scales,

Still separated from judgement,

And if he ever knew you,

Is really the only subject,

Houdini in deaths clutches,

While a deviant to the public,

The test in testimony, 

Defined by who's the toughest-

Suicide contemplated,

The rope popped and I made it,

My purpose excavated,

While unconsciously fighting hades,

Marriage almost killed me,

I popped pills to conceal it,

Calm inside of death,

Is what makes it so appealing,

These are confessions of a dealer,

With a twist of Norman Mailer,

A Phoenix out the ashes,

No longer scared of failure,

Hide pain inside of codeine,

Till I got tired of the old me,

From the grave mama you saved me,

I'm everything that you made me.