Pitch Black

Blasted by desire

I was never enough,

Swallowed by the confusion, suppressing the lies,

Looking back i won´t settle for less,

Looking back i see only pitch black

Even if i let go, i drag myself down the rabbit hole

Cold blood mode, caught me by the throat, wrapped a noose around my hands

These were the times, I wouldn't take back

Now all i see only pitch black

I see black, (dead men eyes wont tell who he used to be)

I see black, (this burden lies heavy, my shoulders crack)

Welcome to the freak show,

This is what you came for?

Pills, pain, comatose

overdose

welcome to the freak show,

deepest secrets we know,

are embodied as we grow

Grow old

Welcome to the freak show,

Show we weren't made for

I'll cut their heads just to watch it end

you're gone and deceased

I'll cut their heads just to watch it end

These were the times, I wouldn't take back

Now all i see only pitch black

I see black, (dead men eyes wont tell who he used to be)

I see black, (this burden lies heavy, my shoulders crack)

Nobody can return the time we've lost

Beneath the surface of our lies, i've buried you

Nobody can return the time we've lost

I once had a soul but i sold it twice