Body Dysmorphia.

I let my fingers pinch my skin

I'm so hungry, I can't sleep

But I know if I eat

Then I'll be in the bathroom on my knees

I hate the way my face is square

I hate my arms inside these sleeves

For this hourglass we all desire

I wear three corsets underneath

XL T-shirts, baggy jeans

So I don't have to stress about it

Marijuana everyday, so I cannot obsess about it

How can I expect you to romance me, touch my body, baby?

I don't even want to take it off for you

So turn the lights off

And I don't really like my body

But knowing it's my only body

I should prolly call somebody

I should really show you how I'm feeling inside

Matter fact, I'm glad you called me

I've been hiding, I been high

And I've been sleeping hungry

I hug my knees, I squeeze my waist

There's so much that I want to change

Yes, lately, I've been thinking 'bout the ways to rearrange my face

I wanna cut pieces off

Looking in the mirror

Want to take a pair of scissors

Sadly dear

I wanna cut pieces off

Lately, I've been so depressed about it

No one sees what I can see and I'm so fuckin' scared about it

How can I expect you to romance me, touch my body, baby?

I don't want to take it off for you

Until you turn the lights off

And I don't really like my body

But knowing it's my only body

I should prolly call somebody

I should really show you how I'm feeling inside

Matter fact, I'm glad you called me

I've been hiding, I been high

And I've been sleeping hungry

I think when I grow older, I'm going to get a nose job

I have a bump in my nose and it's ugly

When I grow up, I want to be skinny but with an hourglass figure

I hope I'll be pretty when I grow up

Or I think I'll be sad