Rise from Disillusion

A paucity of structure and lead, no confidence in decisions made

Survival feeds exhaustion, search for a goddess

Draw my path, draft my future, outline my goals

Glomming onto anything that resembles her grace

Simple thread keeps us bound. My mistakes grasp tightly

Pulls us quickly under the water shoreline

I'm alive, I swear I'm awake again

I lay in despair, take me home again

Exhaustion, the flicker burning red, the smile of grace

Cathartic familiarity, the warmth of predictable life

Safety, welcoming arms wrapped around me

A puddle of melt, these feelings that are so deeply felt

An illusion of the mind's creation, paralyzed by

I let my life go, spectator to my failure

I scream from within, I beg for change

I plea for a chance at my life again

Falling apart, my fragile world breaking apart

Asleep, I stand, finding the strength to grab ahold again

Fight for the love that never left me behind

I will shatter the shelter's grip of my mind

A gentle cascade into better days

Cutting ropes that bound and feeling these limbs move forth

Liberated from chaos intertwined with mystery

Intertwined with mystery

Exhaustion, the flicker burning red the smile of grace

Cathartic familiarity the warmth of predictable life

Safety, welcoming arms wrapped around me

A puddle of melt, these feelings that are so deeply felt

Our stars collide

Burst of energy for the everlasting night

Darkened skies gain light for the first time. Home is near

The beholder of fate deteriorates and weakens

I'm going home again

I'm frightened

I'm going home again