Feel Ugly

I twist off that cap and take out that glass

Try forget my past

But I know that I'm just scared to face it

I'm just scared to face it

Hate that I've been hurt so long

I don't feel so strong

All my rights feel wrong

With a sip it's all gone

I feel ugly

There's nothing here to love me, oh, oh

Gone away, lose my mind

Losing time through this wine

Lost my train, I know why

Feel a way, lost my mind

Wanting this, feel this pain

And nowhere to go, I'm feeling strange

Lost my life through this wine

Pour out that glass, losing time

Making lists, tryna take something

Don't know why I feel to cry

Oh wait, oh wait, oh Lord

I twist off that cap and take out that glass

Try forget my past

But I know that I'm just scared to face it

I'm just scared to face it

I hate that I've been hurt so long

I don't feel so strong

All my rights feel wrong

With a sip it's all gone

I feel ugly

There's nothing here to love me

Speak to the people

One time

Moved out my old 'hood

Too smart for my own good

'Cause they watch you go down

Just to say, "Ooh boy, I told you"

I'm a son of a gun

I just hope it's not too belated

I'm not be behaving

My wallet's a desert

Side chicks wanna be official

Baby mama tellin' me, "I miss you"

My girlfriend doesn't want kids and

Every single one of her friends give me signals

Tell me, should I smoke that bitch just like a zute?

But I'm a young boy, I don't want a yute

Sitting in the garden, staring at the moon

Scheming on how the hell I'm gonna get loot

Should I run up in roadway

Talking banks and casinos

Watching Pacino

Food for my ego

I'm on anti-depressants, and

My soul my weapon, uh

The day I sell it, I swear I be depressed, eh

I twist off that cap and take out that glass

Try forget my past

But I know that I'm just scared to face it

I'm just scared to face it

I hate that I've been hurt so long

I don't feel so strong

All my rights feel wrong

With a sip it's all gone

I feel ugly

There's nothing here to love me