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Craetr
Craetr
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COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Caleb Oladejo
Caleb Oladejo
Songwriter

Lyrics

And so it goes
Still one of 7 billion temporary lonely souls
Roving round the solar path.Our journey, but a road he chose
You tell me that I have a father how come he don’t want me home
the question that left me questing knowledge the fallen owns
oh how I long for those moments momma will hold me close
how you stay woke in a world thats fallen in comatose
How you stay holding on when you already know the ropes?
Noose around my throat reasons to breathe I need one of those
bruises on my soul reasons to heal think they call it hope
the Proofs inside this bowl of pudding
But I rather up the dose of ibuprofen hoping that it cures this pain
Via dolorosa, what your crosses weigh?
rolling stone without a course sorry mom’s It hurts to say but your boy done lost his way
Choruses and verses weren’t enough to stop him straying just promise me you’ll keep praying for him I know I’ll be straight
The sun hits the loamy borders of my nappy jungle
Nameless foot soldier, heart craving the suns due,
abundance of the subtle
Itch beneath my shirt, peek beneath the words,
Breathe beneath the surf, I live within the hearse,
Ebony box of fantasies bouncing on the road to the porch,
Eyes roaming the lines of the horizon,
Ceramic assertions of being more than providers
Coal in my lap or black jasper, can\'t call it,
If I tweaked it, woulda caught myself falling,
Poison pill in my jaw, shard of glass in my paw,
If my blade don\'t breathe it’s in my heart, eyes can\'t see nothing but the flaws,
My smile\'s still within the stars, bloody when I pick me apart
Observing till my eyes heavy, running till my thighs heavy,
Self-loathing make me rise early, Paint a picture can\'t stare at it,
Vain grey matter tryna live forever ‘fore the light get me, the rhymes get me,
Hiatus from all the torture, ‘fore I flush with shame, and pain starts to stack
Gotta be sine cera on the wax, or at least the chambers of my heart when you run it back
And that’s real
Feed off this rage I feel Numb to the other things
Bothering my mind it\'s still Me vs thoughts I think,
Suppress them all Force them in the chasm I seal
Doubt levels of my skills I build walls then
jump high So I might see the sun, feel the warmth
Careful of the space I\'m in Do we have the same ideals?
Tell me what your price is Drown the sadness buying things,
trying things World in crisis, high off the anxiety
There\'s past experiences I\'d say I\'m tougher for
I\'d suffer more if I didn\'t thug through and floor them all
Furthermore, I cannot afford to rest on my laurels or My downfall imminent,
might not hear bout me tomorrow
Speaking in prayers sometimes I have questions for Him
Do things get better with time?, I find we\'re never sure Remember times from before,
small, innocent to it all Every consequence is asked for, can\'t be mad for it
Written by: Caleb Oladejo
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