Every Other Night

Every other night I see you Between the moon and the sun Locked in a room full of mirrors Our own little house of fun

Whenever I try to chase you down All I can find is your gun

Thought I finally shot you down But it was my reflection

When am I gonna forget you?

The more I try to get away from you the more that I see you

Running running running

I don’t know you anymore but the troubling memory stuck on my mind on repeat Tell me what I need to do to finally delete you from my mind

How can I scrape a piece of my brain out?

’Stead of listening to you laugh somewhere behind my back reminding me I’m trash and I should just quit

Every other night I see you Between the moon and the sun Locked in a room full of mirrors Our own little house of fun

Whenever I try to chase you down All I can find is your gun

Thought I finally shot you down But it was my reflection

running round in the moonlight

I’m asleep but not sleeping tonight maybe I saw you lurking in the corner too dark to tell

whispering stories I don’t want to hear

I’m an imposter

Might be a monster Only have fake friends ‘Cause I’m the fakest

And when I die I’m gonna be alone with no one by my side

All of my deepest fears All of them one by one

Thought I’d eventually defeat you But our dance is never done

I’ll try my best to live with you Cuz there's nowhere I can run

I might never stop seeing you

Behind my own reflection Close my eyes and I’m staring Down the barrel of a gun