without you (Ch.3, Vol.1)

We were only kids when I met you at a strange time, but you

You didn’t mind

We grew up together always made each other better, never knew

That was a lie

You showed me what it means

To be that girl in my dreams

pushed me harder, made me stronger

Meant more than it seems

Do I miss you or am I hurt you let me go

Should I hate you when there’s a part of me that knows

You don’t see me for the friend I always was

Still I thank you,

For all that Ive become without you

Remember all the little things, I hold on to everything, don’t I?

You brushed me aside

Always tried to please you,

Didn’t think you’d ever treat me like that

You watched me cry

Had a fear of letting you know like this

But I’m so over all the bitterness

You pushed me harder, made me stronger

Don’t know what you did

Do I miss you or am I hurt you let me go

Should I hate you when there’s a part of me that knows

You don’t see me for the friend I always was

Still I thank you,

For all that Ive become without you

I tried to make amends but you won’t

Give another chance so I don’t

Wanna be the only one

To apologize

After all the memories made

Never really met me halfway

Pushed me harder, made me stronger

I just need (gotta) to say

That I miss you and I’m hurt you let me go

I don’t hate you, but there’s a part of me that knows

You don’t see me for the friend I always was

Still I thank you for all that I become without you