Numb

I been feeling pain for so long

Put me through this pain for so long

I'm so numb

I been feeling pain

Life ain't fair but it goes on

Everything feels right til it goes wrong

Ice running through my veins I am so numb

From the ones I call blood that showed me no love

Asking god do you hear me

All I wanted was to make the people hear me

Why the truth that I speak make em fear me.

Why these women feel the need to try to heal me

Is it cuz I was adopted

Somebody’s option

Its been fuckin' wit my conscious

I'm trying to process

Picture being in the projects

Wit swollen optics

Where **** ending up in boxes

For getting profit

If you feeling low know you ain't alone

I would rather have you here than being gone

Hope it put you in a zone when you hear this song

Every line that I wrote came from the soul

On god

I been feeling pain for so long

Put me through this pain for so long

I'm so numb

I been feeling pain

Suicide on my mind but I don't wanna die

Im so empty inside I don't feel alive

Overdose on melatonin just to sleep at night

Ever felt the type of pain you can’t even cry

this ain't the type of life that I visualized

Never thought i'd be the type that you criticize

I gotta bunch of different sides like a gemini

But they both turned cold like the winter sky

take a look into my eyes u can see the pain

U can tell I got regrets cuz I made mistakes

All this PTSD giving me shakes

Taking L after L I can't get a break

I want that type of love I don't gotta chase

I want that type of love that don't turn to hate

You can fight a lot of things but can't fight fate

Im irate trying to escape from this mind state

I been feeling pain for so long

Put me through this pain for so long

Im so numb

I been feeling pain

I been feeling pain for so long

Put me through this pain for so long

Im so numb

I been feeling pain