Who I Am

Bheka, nothing reminds me of who I am

I try to find him in who I'm not

See, my type was never in her plans

Manje iMCM yakhe incela iquart

I used have dreams about finding dreams

Nowadays, I'm having dreams about dying dreams

And when I die it seems, everybody might agree

I gave this shit this my all but ain't nobody gave me half of me

I need time, please, my daughter and I miss this

I need time and peace but they offer time pieces

And if the time piece on your wrist really is made of real ice

Could you please be kind enough to try and freeze this?

Uno momento, I grew from the ghetto

You knew me as Senzo, now it's dude with the best flow, ya

And everything is free or so I thought

But this shit cost me the memories of me, who am I?

My mother told me ya balande

My mother tells me nothing now

My mother gave me many things

But it's not right for me to be my mother's everything

But I think I am, and my brother knows

And my sister knows, and I think my father knows

I remind me of me

Lost myself when I put all my pride on a beat

I just had to be dope, get recognized as an MC

Since all of you are woke, I hope you find them when you sleep

I used to write about you, mara authi yami angisakwazi

Angisazi how it was, ngathi ngidinga ukubalanswa

I used write about you but now I think it's strange how

You became a stranger, lost in the paint brush

The art was us, the bars was madness

Your heart found love, your love found marriage

Your friends made friends, your pen met fans

Your ends then met, you made them dance

And this I felt, when I was on the road and I missed myself

I said this I felt, when I was on the road and I missed myself

And everything was free, so I thought

This shit cost me the memories of me, who am I?

Nothing reminds me of who I am

I try to find him in who I'm not

See, my type was never in her plans

Manje iMCM yakhe incela iquart

Nothing reminds me of who I am

I try to find him in who I'm not

See, my type was never in her plans

Manje iMCM yakhe incela iquart

Nothing reminds me of who I am

Bheka, I just like how I remember

Back when my rhyme book could provide me with answers

Back when my lines shoke and retired some rappers

But manje ngifunana ne hook ezoval' uDecember

Now I got everybody vibing to the baseline

Look I got everybody smiling but where's mine?

Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining, life's good

I got some money in the bank, boy angitefi, how dare I?

But am I who I wanted to be when I got here?

Or did I leave who I needed before I got here?

Am I seeking for reason or is it quite clear

That everything changed colour with the dyed hair?

I look just like all I forgot

The innocence of buttabing, and the world in my pot

Back when everybody was hot

And I was looking for a pass stead of taking my shot

Yeah, besabheke ukuthi ngiflope

Rapping my ass off and still barely making the crops

Steady ngiba qedile bonke, eventually gave me my props

Manje sebethi ngi boss, ngibhek' ama profit and losses

Uban lo, hai angimaz mina Lomuntu obal'imali so

All up in the gran, uphil' ilife sho

But he don't live for his real friends who died for him

Amnesia

Kodwa makaya estudio, it's I need ya

Time keeper

Please, let them know it's quarter past leisure

Ngoba siyam'dinga

Lo ak'sile type ongath' ilife iyam' linga

Kodwa ivaar yinja

Ngoba naye mayez' bhka ngathi anagz'phika

Kga, phu, sies, fok

Ichankura limsind' inhloko

It got dude by the dick and balls

I guess time took him, gone

I guess I created a beast

I made a lot of promises that I can barely keep

Like I'ma be there by your side in the face of defeat

And hold you down, at least, til they play me a beat

Mculo ndini buka ungenzeni

I used to be that young dude with a book and pen

On your portch, ng'kokota but lutho ungaveli

Ende khani uvula manje, I knew this shit then

Yeah, I love you though

I know my woman probably thinks I love you more

Yeah, and we start arguing

And during that, I'll probably say, "Aw, you win"

I know, corny shit

Call me back, I tried to call you uzokhona yini

Yeah, I'm on my corner shit

You said you'd call kodwa angisakholwa, usakhona yini

What's this about?

Tryna to get to you all the biggest amount

Ncela ungan' doubt-i

I'm still a king, just a lot of shit to figure out

I need you now