I Think I Finally Love Myself

Some days

If I could give this all up, you know I would

If I could trade pissing behind a rest stop in Kansas

In fear of the looks of road-tripping families and truckers for

A college degree and comfort in my assigned gender

You know that I would

You know that I would

And no one really gets to choose the person they are

And I did not get to choose how I was born and I

I won't choose how I die

I will probably live in doubt

For the remainder of my life

That the choices I'm making just aren't right

Most days I feel stronger and more beautiful all of the time

I am more confident and self aware

Than I have ever been in my life

And I am happy to be happy with all of my faults

I am content to be content with all of my flaws

No one really gets to choose the person they are

I did not get to choose how i was born

But I

I can choose how I'm living

I will probably harbor some doubts

But mostly I feel fine

Fuck that, I feel fantastic

I am living with enthusiasm

Reckless abandon

And I wouldn't trade my life with anyone

And I wouldn't give this up for anything

And I

I think I finally love myself

And nothing and no one

Could ever take that away from me

And I

I think I finally love myself

And nothing, and no one

Could ever take that away from me

And I

I think I finally love myself

And nothing and no one

Could ever take that away from me