Scum

why won’t anybody look me in the eye

why won’t they look me in the eyes

why won’t they look me in the eyes

red lights are all that i see

dirt and filth hidden underneath

the smell of smoke and dead leaves

this whole place is gonna go down

from the stray cigarettes thrown to the ground

( so careless )

this whole city is made of trash and concrete

its disgusting

it’s suffocating me

it’s suffocating me

it’s suffocating me

 

i love you little secret

i keep tucked beneath my sleeve

you’re a tiny little part of me

the evil thing i shouldn’t seek

but i still want it anyway

but i still want it anyway

i still want it anyway

i still want it anyway

i still want you anyway

i still want you anyway

in my head i piece it together

the moments that transpired

the lack of feeling desired

that expression behind your eye

the one you’re not allowed to show

no one else can know

no one else can know

i love you little secret

i keep tucked beneath my sleeve

you’re a tiny little part of me

the evil thing i shouldn’t seek

but i still want it anyway

but i still want it anyway

i still want you anyway

i still want you anyway

nothing can change my mind

i’ve left all of that behind

i’ll become what i need to be

to survive

call it scum

call it what u see

i do what i need to do and so do you

you have no right to judge me