Words That Could Have Been (Demo)

Are we lost?

I know my orders were clear

But if I'm speaking honestly

I've began to question, whether or not

I was wrong About everything

Are we lost?

If I come off as arrogant

Just know I'm focused on living, transparently

Because I can't stop thinking

Of The Words That Could Have Been

Your expression is clear we have lost someone dear

Oh God, please don't tell me the name I do fear

I can tell by the way you are trembling

That this wasn't a normal tragedy

I can't feel

I can't feel anything

Where have you gone? What has been done?

The words that could have been

Give me my time back

Let me return to better days

The wasted chances

The glimpses of eternity

Can't look back

Truth be told

I've been wondering why it couldn't be me?

I'm worthless

I'm useless a bug to society

I can't even get out of bed without

Depressing thoughts or rational thinking

I'm scared

This hurts

I'm hoping all of these words are heard

And now I've got to know the way things could have ended

How unkind

For you to leave me now with all these wretched questions

No goodbyes

MY FRIEND!

(Now I'm going)

I see you standing in the doorway

(down this lonely)

I hear you calling on the breeze

(road I'm drifting)

You whisper awful little nothings

(drifting slowly)

Of everything, I cannot be

(Now I'm going)

I just want to find some closure

(down this lonely)

But i think i finally see

(road I'm drifting)

You cant get any answers

(drifting slowly)

From hollow memories

Just grab my hand and know you're not alone

You're not alone!

Just grab my hand and know you're not alone

You're not alone!

No not again

Just grab my hand and know you're not alone

You're not alone!

Just grab my hand and know you're not alone

You're not alone!

No not again tonight!