Wake Up

I've been living in the dark so long These shadows know my name I've been sleeping with the pills I've found It helps me numb my pain Apathy wraps its hands all over me I can't feel a thing Tell me why I should I live my life When my heart's run out of fight? Am I ever gonna wake up? Wake up, wake up Am I ever gonna wake up? Wake up, wake up Am I ever gonna pull back these blinds? Open my eyes? Am I ever gonna wake up? Wake up, wake up These days I sleep in late My mornings look like nights I try but I can't escape this prison in my mind Destiny, take whatever's left of me Leave the rest behind Inside I'm half alive Wanna live before I die Am I ever gonna wake up? Wake up, wake up Am I ever gonna wake up? Wake up, wake up Am I ever gonna pull back these blinds? Open my eyes? Am I ever gonna wake up? Wake up, wake up Sleepless weekends Overthinking Conversations without speaking High anxiety No sobriety I've become my own worst enemy Am I ever gonna wake up? Wake up, wake up Am I ever gonna wake up? Wake up, wake up Wake up, wake up, wake up Am I ever gonna wake up? Wake up, wake up Am I ever gonna pull back these blinds? Let in the light? Am I ever gonna wake up? Wake up, wake up Am I ever gonna Am I ever gonna Wake up