I Don’t Know What I Am

I'm inside a dream Think I came for a place to hide, but I was mistaken Taken a turn down memory lane to awaken a stranger Don't know what it means Could it be that I've lost my mind, or found it? Good gracious! That face in the mirror How does she defy nature? The last thing I remember was shutting down I didn't believe the power of second nature Until she poured out from the glass Like fine wine dripping through the cracks - oh this contagion i found (Give up the system, begin full erasure) How could I have known that it was all no favour? How does she shake me like that? How does she shake me like that? I come alive with a ghost on my back Clutching me like the best thing that I've ever had 'Til my eyes roll back and I'm there forever One floor, two walls, three feet, four hands Over my face to find eight eyes! That's five signs that I'm feeling fine Locked out, lookin' at my body from the outside Was I ever really here when I've been looking in from the outside? I'm inside a web Tangled and tied, dangling by a thread Well I guess I'm what's left I'm an echo in a room with a rental on my head! You don't think I tried? You never heard the way she said I come alive with a ghost on my back I know she's out to get me But I'm running out of options and I need to be something Clutching me like the best thing that I ever had The hold will surely end me But god it feels good - so good to feel free