Surrender My Heart

So I've been trying hard to open up

When I lost someone it hit me rough

I paid to toughen up in therapy

She said to me, "Soften up"

I'm sorry if I push your good away

Especially when I'm needing you to stay

I know you hate that I still test your love

I'm trying not to fuck this up

But the benefit of all the broken hearts that I broke before they could break me

Is a little bit of life regrets I won't bring that mess to you when you're with me

And I wanna be brave enough to show you my not-so-perfect family

And I wanna be brave enough for everything

Surrender my heart

I'm out here in the open

I wanna get closer

I'll believe in you every night

Surrender my heart

I wanna be open

I wanna be honest with you

I used to soldier through my hardest days

I used to switch it off, ignore the pain

I craved to feel it all entirely in your arms, baby

But the benefit of all the broken hearts that I broke before they could break me

Is a little bit of life regrets I won't bring that mess to you when you're with me

And I wanna be brave enough to show you my not-so-perfect family

And I wanna be brave enough for everything

Surrender my heart

I'm out here in the open

I wanna get closer

I'll believe in you every night

Surrender my heart

I wanna be open

I wanna be honest with you

I'll believe in you every night

Every night

Every night

I'll believe in you every night

I'll believe in you every night

Every night

Every night

I'll believe in you every night

Surrender my heart

I'm out here in the open

I wanna get closer

I'll believe in you every night

Surrender my heart

I wanna be open

I wanna be honest with you