Pretty Near the Bottom

Try it on for size

I'm wearing thin

Oh no

Won't make it through the night

I borrow time

Permanently not OK

Oh no

Not alright

Ecstatic expressions

Fading out

Manic depression

Take me now

I'm burdened with guilt as all that I've built

Comes tumbling down

And I'm pretty near the bottom of it all

Crackling

My mind estranged

Oh no one knows who I am

Ecstatic expressions

Fading out

Manic depression

Take me now

I'm dancing on the border

Dancing on the border

And I'm pretty near the bottom of it all

Yeah I'm pretty near the bottom of it all

Maybe it's time I cut with what has been

Oh lately I've found myself angry with everything

I wake up at night feeling like I am lost, I am spent

Oh baby I'll never be what I was again