Thoughts at Rising

I know its been a little while

And I've walked a couple miles

But the truth is I don't think about it

I'm on a different planet on my own

You wonder whats going on

But I won't speak about it

Take a peak into my closet and you might just find a sneaker box I keep and where the truth reside in

Look inside it

And realise you looking at yourself the part of you that died in

The past

Along with everything that mattered like the reason why you even smile the morning when you peep the mirror

The one that had ambitions visions living in the complicated estate that you define as wisdom

You find a prism

And let it divide the light that shine through blinds of the window where your eyes identified the self criticism

Isn't fate a contradiction where you're meant to activate and execute against your own decision

But then again I like to think that you decide

And that God is a consciousless entity in the mind

An energy or reality that can't be atomised

Nothing physical or spiritual, it's non-personified

It's just there

And it exists on some plane

That we as humans cannot even reach or explain

So when you start stressing if they sleep on your fate

Remember that even gods can't take back what you're saying

I know its been a little while

And I've walked a couple miles

But the truth is I don't think about it

'Im on a different planet on my own

You wonder whats going on

But I won't speak about it

Take a peak into my closet and you might just find a sneaker box I keep and where the truth reside in

Look inside it

And realise you looking at yourself the part of you that died in

The present and future, like waking up in the morning isn't a blessing that rather later than sooner you forget its importance

See I done spent too many hours simply scrolling my phone and looking at other creators take the path that I wanted

It's probably cause I been lonely

It's probably cause my perspective on love has been skewed and completely distorted

I've always open to love, see i never ignored it

But now my take on it is everything i hate in recording

Alone in the booth

The end product is different cause the dawg that be mixing is engineering the truth

Pitch correcting the harmony and add autotune

Why? They only really wanna hear the best part of you

But at what point aint that you no more

You find easier to focus on a new four door

Don't wanna run the risk of having your personality scrutinised

Humanised, aint talking bout double R's when it's suicide

I know its been a little while

And I've walked a couple miles

But the truth is I don't think about it

I'm on a different planet on my own

You wonder whats going on

But I won't speak about it

Take a peak into my closet and you might just find a sneaker box I keep and where the truth reside in

Look inside it

And realise you looking at yourself the part of you that died in