Intro:

Now

As I open my eyes (yeah) I can see the end of days (yes I can)

But that’s what happens every time I’m wide awake

(Yeah)

Bridge:

Every day we go through our mistakes thought I see the truth never see the fakes

Couldn’t be anymore wrong I know then again that really does go to show

That certain people can’t be trusted chattin’ bullshit easily constructed (yes)

Mentally I don’t know how to move on without people lookin’ like I’ve done somethin’ wrong

Cut on my skin you can see the proof false accusation ain’t motherfuckin’ proof

Could’ve destroyed my entire life and leading me towards that knife (could of)

Selfishness that’s you fighting these demons that’s me not you

Need the psychos to disappear (yeah) but that’s the tip of the spear (let’s go)

Hook:

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

(When I’m wide awake when I’m wide awake)

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

(When I’m wide awake when I’m wide awake)

Verse 1:

Why the fuck do they use me, hurt me and break me why does the hurt so easily?

They see me as an fuckin’ easy target but that just makes me even more upset

Hittin’ my breakin’ point losin’ all hope only God knows how I’ll ever fuckin’ cope

I can see deception in their fuckin’ pupils raisin’ my heart levels that’s too critical

My mental health be shakin’ like an earthquake thought I had enough of my fuckin’ plate

Couldn’t see the tears drippin’ on that paper not when I’m feelin’ like I got so much hate

Never felt more alone in this vortex can’t even imagine what’s about to come next

Tore my entire world to shreds (fuck) I can hear the voices in my head sayin’

Hook:

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

(When I’m wide awake when I’m wide awake)

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

(When I’m wide awake when I’m wide awake)

Verse 2:

Brand new day means a brand new start then again I wouldn’t know where to start

Take a long walk get a breath of fresh of air don’t think I have the motivation to get there

It’s really hard to take that next big step just to live out you days all normal

Some people do some people don’t that depends on the individual

False crimes that I committed? Talk about delusions of grandeur

First time you utters that four worse letters you made enemies with me forever

Still affects me now bitch can’t take it back now bitch

You and that hoe that conned me for my money where’s my money now bitch fuck you bitch because

Hook:

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

(When I’m wide awake when I’m wide awake)

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

(When I’m wide awake when I’m wide awake)

Verse 3:

Fighting right now to get out of this bed tired of my demons holding me to the ground

Dustin’ of this hate like cigarette ash ready to move on in an instant like a flash

As long as I maintain focus on myself that’ll do so much for my mental health

As one door closes another one opens hopefully hope’s there ready to be opened

Message to the people you’re never alone you don’t have to live this struggle alone

It’s easy enough to escape this reality without someone playin’ judge and jury

We all live by our up’s and down’s learn by our mistakes and deal with them

We’re all human ain’t no shame at all don’t let this be your downfall because

Hook:

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

(When I’m wide awake when I’m wide awake)

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

This is what happens every time I’m wide awake

(When I’m wide awake when I’m wide awake)

Outro:

When I’m wide awake fuck the hate workin’ hard on my mental state

This is part of human nature time I painted the perfect picture G