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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Demi Lovato
Demi Lovato
Vocals
Keith Sorrells
Keith Sorrells
Programming
Mitch Allan
Mitch Allan
Guitar
Caleb Hulin
Caleb Hulin
Guitar
Laura Veltz
Laura Veltz
Background Vocals
Alex Niceforo
Alex Niceforo
Programming
Oak
Oak
Keyboards
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Demi Lovato
Demi Lovato
Songwriter
Keith Sorrells
Keith Sorrells
Songwriter
Mitch Allan
Mitch Allan
Songwriter
Laura Veltz
Laura Veltz
Songwriter
Jutes
Jutes
Songwriter
Alex Niceforo
Alex Niceforo
Songwriter
Warren Felder
Warren Felder
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Oak
Oak
Producer
Keith Sorrells
Keith Sorrells
Co-Producer
Mitch Allan
Mitch Allan
Producer
Oscar Linnander
Oscar Linnander
Recording Engineer
Caleb Hulin
Caleb Hulin
Engineer
Neal Avron
Neal Avron
Mixing Engineer
Chris Gehringer
Chris Gehringer
Mastering Engineer
Alex Niceforo
Alex Niceforo
Co-Producer
Zach Szydlo
Zach Szydlo
Immersive Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I met God
Just for a minute
Sat in his house
Took a look around
And saw I didn't fit in
[Verse 2]
I tried love
(I tried love)
Gave me something to believe in
(Something to believe in)
Planning futures from the start
Giving pieces of my heart
Just to end up leaving
(Just to end up leaving)
[Verse 3]
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
And will I ever know what it's like to be fine without pretending
That my skin isn't crawling
My demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds?
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
[Verse 4]
I got high
(I got high)
You name it, I've tried it
(You name it, I've tried it)
Sure, I'm sober now
And everybody's proud
But I miss my vices
[Verse 5]
And I tried to be your hero
(And I tried to be your hero)
I lent you my voice
(I lent you my voice)
I was your poster child
It was working for a while
But it didn't fill the void
[Verse 6]
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
And will I ever know what it's like to be fine without pretending
That my skin isn't crawling
My demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds?
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy
Find my happy ending?
[Verse 7]
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
Find my happy ending
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
Trying to find my happy ending
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
Written by: Alex Nice, Demi Lovato, Jutes, Keith Sorrells, Laura Veltz, Mitch Allan, Oak

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