‘Til I Die

You made my mother cry You love it when I start a fire Burn me down and cut me loose You leave with no goodbyes You lost the love of both our lives So when you drown, I'll drown with you Below the surface Wishing we were perfect And even though it hurts us You won't leave my side And so I curse you Dreaming I'll desert you 'Cause I can't admit That I've been living both our lives And I know you'll be with me 'til I die You made my father run He says I'm like a loaded gun With you screaming in my head When everything felt wrong You told me I'm the crazy one And I'd follow anywhere Below the surface Wishing we were perfect And even though it hurts us You won't leave my side And so I curse you Dreaming I'll desert you 'Cause I can't admit That I've been living both our lives And I know you'll be with me 'til I die You made my mother cry You never made it right So many sleepless nights And lonely lullabies But after all this time I couldn't say goodbye I'll carry you inside I'll let you hide Below the surface Wishing you were perfect And even though it hurts us I won't leave your side And I know you'll be with me 'til I die Oh, I know you'll be with me 'til I die