19

I woke up at 8 A.M every single day for the month of May

I thought if I tried to fill up my time this would feel less strange

Ignore the news then look at the news

It does me no good, just know that I should

I'll close my eyes, picture my life like a film scene

I don't know who we are anymore

You say I take things way too hard

Never thought I'd see you so wide-eyed

Please don't apologise if you don't mean it

Didn't want to turn 19

Never got to live up the big one

I guess I'll just sit here and wait

'Cause I can't believe in change until I see it

I can't stop seeing him on my screen

With his empty words and heartless apologies

Well, he can't get away with everything he's done

And everything he didn't do

I used to count the days from spring

September didn't fix anything

I just need to live right here, right now and try to believe that

This feeling's going to pass

This is all going to pass

She didn't want to be 19

Living in a time that's so lonely

She says that she's discovered a new light

When you say that you're alright, please mean it

I wake up

I want to wake up