Learning

“I won’t let you down”

 I tell myself

 I’m feeling anchorless inside

 I lost it again

  

 Waves hit like the ocean

 Raindrop, waterfalls

 I keep it bottled up inside 

 Cause I’m somebody else

  

 You’re gonna say

 “Won’t be afraid now...”

 I know I’m gonna let you down 

 I’m gonna let you down

  

 I’m losing touch as I drown

 But love is making you stay

  

 I gotta learn

  

 And I let you down

 I curse myself

 I’ve memorized the verse inside

 I’m always too late

  

 Stuck inside the motion

 Sinking in my flaws

 I keep it bottled up inside

 Cause I’m somebody else

  

 Ah it comes down to this

 When the time comes we must do this alone

 Maybe I used to know but never felt it inside

 Verses calm when left alone

  

 You’re gonna say

 “Won’t be afraid now...”

 I know I’m gonna let you down 

 I’m gonna let you down

  

 I’m losing touch as I drown

 But love is making you stay 

  

 I wish I could promise you but...

  

 You’re gonna say

 “Won’t be afraid now...”

 I know I’m gonna let you down 

 I’m gonna let you down

  

 I’m losing touch as I drown

 But love is making you stay

  

 I gotta learn