Placebo

On a Friday night, I bored myself out

Party cars driving through my apartment

And in my house, Bright little stuff placed in a hell

There is no one in and out

It’s been a week I close myself up

just need some good news or a call

Turn on the Record player, it’s never too loud

Covering up those scary cracks.

Isn’t this is what you hoped for?

Living by yourself with no disturbance

but now I found myself sealed in curtains

And no one else aware of my Existence

Rejecting all the invitations.

I’m still searching for that confidence

Tricked myself with fake assumptions

guess good weather don’t work anymore

It’s been a week, I constantly regret

The placebo is not in effect

Overreact to the pleasant I felt

If I can stop cheat on myself

Isn’t this is what you hope for?

Living by yourself with no disturbance

But now I just want to feel a person

Or someone else aware of my Existence

I don’t wanna lie awake

In the dark again

Repeating every step

Fell apart again

Don’t wanna lie awake in the dark again

Repeating every step

Fell apart again

Again

Again