Cigarettes and Alcohol

Cigarettes and alcohol

Well, I'll take those to my grave

But I've added Adderall, Columbian cocaine

So long, well, here I go

Well, I'd do just anything

To make my mind up, dear

Well, I'm going insane

So stab me in the back

'Cause I kinda like the pain

Find your reasons to go

And not your reasons to stay

And I hoped you'd find yourself

'Cause I can't do everything

And now you did and I can't do anything

Well, I hope you're proud of me

'Cause I made some friends today

And as I fade to grey

Well, I'm still your enemy

Well, I tried to find some help

But they're never here for me

So I'll find some new friends

In the shape of ounces and grams

And one day I'll see the light

Through these dark days, I'm sure

But right now I'm feeling good

And I'm numb at my core

So stab me in the back

'Cause I kinda like the pain

Find your reasons to go

And not your reasons to stay

And I hoped you'd find yourself

'Cause I can't do everything

And now you did and I can't do anything

Well, I hope you're proud of me

'Cause I made some friends today

And as I fade to grey

Well, I'm still your enemy

My bad darling, I'm sorry

But life just ain't fair

And I can't be someone I'm not

And you can't hang from what's not there

We had a good run

But it just ain't in the cards

So don't run my name in the dirt

Don't go and take it so hard

So stab me in the back

'Cause I kinda like the way

You found your reasons to go

Ain't gonna beg you to stay

And I hoped you'd find yourself

'Cause I can't do everything

And now you did and I can't do anything

Well, I hope you're proud of me

'Cause I made a choice today

And as we go our way

There's nothing left to say