I Wanna Die

Waiting for the mundane to stop seeming so insane

Staring at the dishes and the walls until they change

Fall back into bed where I’ve been hiding since you walked out of that door and it kills me

Right, how long must I wait for you now?

Cause it kills me just to stay alive

I’m hoping you understand

And just waiting makes me wanna die I’m hoping you understand

Hoping you understand

Too young to be lonely but I never felt my age

Never had the beauty that you lose along the way

Everything’s embarrassing and looking at the bruises in the sky It just kills me

Why, can’t I find heaven alive?

Cause I’d kill myself to see it now

I’m hoping you understand

And just waiting makes me wanna die I’m hoping you understand

Hoping you understand