Happy

Hate that I know you inside out

And I don't even know me at all

I know that I love when I kiss your mouth

And I know that you love it when I call

But when you left

I felt embarrassed

'Cause you stayed that whole week at your parents

I played it cool

But God, I felt it

I kept your candle lit until it melted

Tell me why I'm happy like this

When I don't even know what this is

I don't think that happy exists

'Cause it's never what you want

And it's never what you wish

Girl, tell me what your happiness is

I'll push and pull until all it fits

But I'd hate to make you happy like this

'Cause I don't think that

I don't think that happy exists

Everybody's looking at me sideways now

Or maybe I'm just standing on the wall

Thought that you were looking at it upside down

But maybe I'm just way too scared to fall

'Cause when you left

I felt embarrassed

You left your favorite T, but I wouldn't wear it

You think I'm cool

But God, I'm helpless

'Cause happy only happens when I'm selfish

Tell me why I'm happy like this

When I don't even know what this is

I don't think that happy exists

'Cause it's never what you want

And it's never what you wish

Girl, tell me what your happiness is

I'll push and pull until all it fits

But I'd hate to make you happy like this

'Cause I don't think that

I don't think that happy exists

Oh, oh

Tell me when you're happy

I don't think that happy exists

Hate that I know you inside out

And I don't even know me at all

Hate that you love me inside out

And I don't even love me at all

Tell me why I'm happy like this

When I don't even know what this is

I don't think that happy exists

'Cause it's never what you want

And it's never what you wish

Girl, tell me what your happiness is

I'll push and pull until all it fits

But I'd hate to make you happy like this

'Cause I don't think that

I don't think that happy exists

I don't think that happy exists

(Tell me when-)

(Tell me when-) (I Don't think you're-)

(Tell me when-)