The Most Ugly

Maker

The "maker", "decider"

Protected by and smothered with the labor of others

Ungrateful to the end

Count your fucking days

Deny another truth you promised me

Chain the lasting guilt to my legs

Throw the white flag high

Find a new direction

Hold your breath and aim for the floor

It sickens me

Bred to turn the wheel while rotting from the inside

And so I stay

Bending from the heat and pressure to be strongest

Savor it

No need from a father to prove my density

Ill willed for refusal to be a victim of your failure to see

Deeper

Ground to iron

Bound here forever

I'll make a home in the fire

Robbed in my sleep

Haunted by the present

Forced to feel every step of getting older

Savor it

Float above a silent world

Hovering

I'm most alleviated through

Certainty

Resilience to the pain comes

Naturally

Ill willed for refusal

The truth of how I find my purpose in your absence

It sickens me

Bred to turn the wheel while rotting from the inside

And so I stay

Bending from the heat and pressure to be strongest

Forget

Forget

Obey the one

That lends an opened hand

Welcome your judgment

Crowned by malevolence

Forget