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Laura Jane Grace
Laura Jane Grace
Performer
Laura Jane Grace & the Devouring Mothers
Laura Jane Grace & the Devouring Mothers
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Laura Jane Grace
Laura Jane Grace
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Laura Jane Grace & the Devouring Mothers
Laura Jane Grace & the Devouring Mothers
Producer

Lyrics

I need something or someone to keep me sane
Otherwise I'm gonna waste another day
Stare at my fucking phone think about everyone and everything I fucking hate
And how life is never gonna change
I'm not sure what I look forward to anymore
But I welcome sleep and only will smoking weed kill the dread and anxiety
I try to recognize privilege present, and I'm thankful for good fortune
I don't want to sound ungrateful like I can't see the good going
But I can't help what my head is telling me
I can't stop myself from listening
Manic depression
Yeah
Endless obsessions
Yeah
Manic depression
I can see everything you've shown me but you don't say anything
I'm so fucking over indirect vagueness
If you lack passion, just stop trying
How can I justify complicity?
You're standing right in front of me
I can see you, and I can see and that needs no apology
I need something or someone to relieve the tension and anxiety
Give me sex or drugs or destruction
Some kind of excitement please
Even if it's terrifying
Shake and smack the shit out of me
Turn me upside down otherwise I'm gonna drink and drink and drink
'Cause I can't help what my head is telling me
I can't stop myself from listening
Manic depression
Yeah
Endless obsessions
Yeah
No I can't help what my head is telling me
I can't stop myself from listening
Manic depression
Yeah
Endless obsessions
Yeah
Manic depression
Yeah
Endless Obsession
Yeah
Manic depression
Yeah
Written by: Adam David Willard, Laura Jane Grace, Marc Jacob Hudson
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