The Raining Holiday (Part 2)

My eyes are empty, the house is quiet now

Today has claimed and ruined me

My pulse is waiting, as boredom strangles it

I might sleep but I won't dream

Is that what I need? I wanted to see, I want to believe

So I scratch and scrape to find a reason to live in a god or a girl

Oh, I tried, I tried to abandon guilt and other things that don't exist

The hours numb me

Some words are stinging still but I don't feel them when they do

My head is open, my eyes are bleeding and they demand to see the truth

But what would that prove?

I wanted it too, I wanted it too

And I strain to see the sun, I'm just so sick of the gray and the rain

This is it, I am done

And I'm laying down, let today roll off my back

I'll be all right