What does it mean that I'm turning 20

There's no monster in my closet?

I wash my own clothes

I make my own lunch

There's no one to tell my if I misguided my ambition

I suppose I shouldn't mind, it's hard to know what road I'm on

And more years will come I know it

But what if my back can't hold my wishes?

My mind's on time

On time

My head feels lost though it could be worse

So I put in work and I hope that it works out

I hope it works out

I throw my expectations out

I know I'll put in work and I know it'll work out

It's gonna work out

What would it mean if I turn 25 and I can't even handle my rent?

Was it worth all the time spent trying to make a song hit instead of majoring in business?

My life's my life to live so I'll decide how to live it

What's the use in being told that I made the wrong decision?

And more years will come I know it

But what if my back can't hold my wishes?

My mind's on time

On time

My head feels lost though it could be worse

So I put in work and I hope that it works out

I hope it works out

I throw my expectations out

I know I'll put in work and I know it'll work out

It's gonna work out