Ketamine

I knew it was bad when I had nowhere else I could go Hooked me up to a scanner just to tell me how I broke They opened up my heart to show you that They finally diagnosed me I'm one year out, I'm way too focused, but I just can't sleep I start to think about what all these drugs will do to me If I keep doing what they tell me to I fear I'm gonna lose a part of me (Please just let me sleep) I need, I need, I need ketamine To take away, all the pain in me I'm out of touch with my sanity That's what you did to me Now I need ketamine One small dose, now I'm numb all over It's the price I pay as the edge gets closer I'm out of touch with my sanity Hate my reality, I need ketamine You held me up, but you let me down Six years was just way too long for us But now I'm stuck, no discretion You made it so hard to fucking feel I'm one year out, I'm way too focused, but I just can't sleep I start to think about what all these drugs will do to me If I keep doing what they tell me to I fear I'm gonna lose a part of me (Please just let me sleep) I need, I need, I need ketamine To take away all the pain in me I'm out of touch with my sanity That's what you did to me Now I need ketamine One small dose, now I'm numb all over It's the price I pay as the edge gets closer I'm out of touch with my sanity Hate my reality, I need ketamine (Oh, please, don't wake me up) I need ketamine, I need ketamine (Oh, please, don't wake me up) One small dose, now I'm numb all over I need, I need I need ketamine