2016-2018

Honestly, I never try look backwards

But the memories have a way of turning round and saying hi to me

Now I'm thinking 'bout the summer of 2016

When everything we needed was for you to get clean

I should've said something better than, "You're hurting me"

Hope you're free now

I would look so proud

'Cause everything we wanted stays trapped in my mind

Scream out

But I would leave now

The same way that I left you in 2018

I don't wanna think about

How much our history really means

First time with a girl out loud

We made out on your dirty sheets

But it wasn't me you hurt the most now

It was Olive that you really scared

So I never got the chance to grieve

How you were gone when I began to care

Hope you're free now

I would look so proud

'Cause everything we wanted stays trapped in my mind

Scream out

But I would leave now

The same way that I left you in 2018

I don't wanna sort this out

You don't wanna see this side of me

Yeah, these thoughts screaming out so loud

You're saying things I can't believe

('Cause I don't wanna be the one you lean on)

(I don't wanna be the one you lean on)

(I don't wanna be the one you lean on)

(I don't wanna be the one)

And I still think 'bout the spiders on the ceiling

And the methadone needles

On the bed when you were feeling it

'Cause there's still rained on boxes in my attic

That I dragged home from the street

'Cause they found out you're an addict

So go get free now

On your own somehow

'Cause everything got honest when you looked in my eyes

I scream out

But I would leave now

The same way that I left you in 2018

I hope you're free now

I would look so proud

'Cause everything we wanted stays trapped in my mind

Scream out

But I would leave now

The same way that I left you in 2018