Look At How Far You've Come :)

Now I'm not one to pop pills but as of lately I've been curious

Hard to drop shit when your mental is nefarious

Life is a trip and it's one I can't take serious

Cause all that I did was be sad or be furious

Tripping body clipping into non existence

Ripping matter with precision

Getting sadder with addiction

Sleeping but I'm thinking skipping school not fitting

Feeling getting

Healing barely

I'm still sitting

Eating barely

Scary crippling

Smiling rarely

Can't believe I exist

Wont u look at the time?

Care to sing? Dance a bit?

You should live not survive!

Stupid shit gets me pissed

I should learn to get by

All the shit that I missed

Still lives on in my mind

Learn how to love who you are

Time after time I still kick it and deliver

Imprint on my mind of a fine print pimping

Gotta get what's mine I ain't no quitter

Gotta live for those that died it s bitter

But the game, we play

Insane

The same

You feel the pain

You breathe in vain

A demon veins

In yo blood shiver

Taking all the pie for yourself no winner

And I might die 25

I still hope ill be alright

But if it's time

So is fine

I'll be back another life

And I might not be around for a long time, that I figured

I just wanna make you smile with the time left in my liver

Careful there!

Might get lost, don't get stuck in the dark

Unaware

Of the cause

That birthed all my flaws

Under there

Its a spell

That might help you with odds

Don't give up

You're so close

Just look up at the stars

Can't believe I exist

Wont u look at the time?

Care to sing? Dance a bit?

You should live not survive!

Stupid shit gets me pissed

I should learn to get by

All the shit that I missed

Still lives on in my mind

Learn how to love who you are

Now I'm not one to pop pills but as of lately I've been curious

Hard to drop shit when your mental is nefarious

Life is a trip and it's one I can't take serious

Cause all that I did was be sad or be furious