Headstone

I wanna drink until my head explodes, and there’s a fire in my lungs and it’s out of control, cos I wanna get so high I’m never coming down

Bouncing off the walls and there’s blood in my mouth , there’s a picture in my wallet and I’m crazy about her eyes, mine are bloodshot black and blue

Aching, standing in the rain and now I’m drowning in my own denial

Maybe, cos maybe I’m insane or at least I think I was for a while

Shaking, all of the aches and pains that’ll never ever leave me alone

Carve my own headstone

I wanna step out of the line that we’re in, where the whole damn world feels like a fucking grenade

But you’re never in control, you can’t pull the pin

I’ve been up, I’ve been down, I’ve been down and out, don’t you know?

Scraped the bottom of the barrel every bottle I know

I’ve been killing time in my head

The past 5 years I think I thought I was dead