Sick

Hospitals and waiting rooms

I read my book, you scroll on through

Until you lose your head or we get called

Skin and bones, the rollercoaster

It took ten kilos from you

All the doctors told me that it will take more

If one more person tells me that I'm brave or you look healthy

I might lose my shit or something, I don't know

'Cause I can't wipe the tears from your eyes

I can't tell you, "You'll be fine"

How could I tell that lie?

I'll go sit outside and cry on my own

Does it show? I don't know how to be here or go

So 'till tomorrow, let the dark hold us together

And I hope in the morning, you'll be better

More medicine or Jesus Christ

I don't believe, but I could try

I think of what could help us and I drive

The supermarket's almost closed

You need good food to keep you going

And I can't cook, but you can see I'm trying

If one more person asks if I'm okay, I will break

I can't hold this on my shoulders, I'm not brave

So darling, let the tears go from your eyes

Let them go, they don't need to dry

No one should hold this all inside

So I'll go sit outside and cry on my own

Does it show? I don't know how to be here or go

So 'till tomorrow, let the dark hold us together

And I hope in the morning you'll be better

Sometimes I wake up in the night

And sometimes I just lie there in silence

And sometimes I wake up in the night

And I'd like to scream into the sky

'Cause you can't even walk to the end of the street

It's all in your blood, it's snipped off your wings

And I get scared whenever I leave

That when I come back, you won't be here

So I'll go sit outside and cry on my own

Does it show? I don't know how to be here or go

And so 'till tomorrow, let the dark hold us together

And I hope in the morning you'll be better

In the morning you'll be better