Mid Years

Gonna raise a glass to all my broken hopes and dreams

Gonna make a toast to my self-doubt and self-esteem

Talking to my mirror, but she don't know

Get myself together, I'm a no-show

I'll be home for dinner if I don't lose track of time

My mother raised a sinner but I don't think she minds

Read it in the tea leaves, I knew better

Tall, dark, handsome stranger, see ya later

I tried it all, the chips are down

Long walk home, chucks hit the ground

It's keeping me guessing, now I'm stressing and I'm losing all control

Opposites attract and all that crap

Oh, wow, I'm barely holding on

Creeping up, I'm paralyzed

Don't know where to fall, it's keeping me guessing

Keeping me guessing

Parked outside my house, staring at my steering wheel

The answers that I circled gonna be the big reveal

Hyperventilating in the bathroom

Just give me a minute, I'll be out soon

I tried to call, the lines are down

Long walk home, chucks hit the ground

It's keeping me guessing, now I'm stressing and I'm losing all control

Opposites attract and all that crap

Oh, wow, I'm barely holding on

Creeping up, I'm paralyzed

Don't know where to fall, it's keeping me guessing

Keeping me guessing

Bittersweet but it's the end

Tried my best but can't pretend

Crossed the line just to begin

Never do that shit again

It's keeping me guessing, now I'm stressing and I'm losing all control

Opposites attract and all that crap

Oh, wow, I'm barely holding on

Creeping up, I'm paralyzed

Don't know where to fall, it's keeping me guessing

Keeping me guessing