I Believe It Now

I couldn't see it then But I believe it now

Just a searching soul tired of reaching out

Stuck on the tracks

Train bearing down

Screaming from my lungs

Who will save me now?

As the reruns of the regrets

That replay inside my head

Got the devil on my shoulder

And he's leaving me for dead

Whispers and lies have brought me here

Flooding my veins with doubt and fear

Oh I, I could not see it then

Oh I, I could not see

Oh my God, I remember when I cried

Shook my fist up at the sky

I wondered why You felt so far from me

Oh God, it was in my deepest pain

That I heard You call my name

I heard You say, that You were right there with me

I couldn't see it then but I believe it now

Trying to hold my head up when the ground fell out

I felt all alone, even in a crowd

Like a sinking stone, dragging my heart down

And the weight of the sorrows I carried on my chest

It kept pulling me under and I couldn't catch my breath

Not how I thought my life would go

I didn't know my heart could sink this low

No I, I could not see it then

No, I, I could not see it

Oh my God, I remember when I cried

Shook my fist up at the sky

I wondered why You felt so far from me

Oh God, it was in my deepest pain

That I heard You call my name

I heard You say, that you were right there with me

Love was standing there

Holding me

But I couldn't see

That love was always there

He carried me

And now I believe

Oh my God, I know you heard me when I cried

'Cause you were right there by my side

I realized that You have never left me

Oh God, it was in my deepest pain

That I heard You call my name

I heard You say, that You were right there with me

I couldn't see it then

But now I believe

I couldn't see it then

But now I believe

I could not see

Now I believe

I could not see

Now I believe

I could not see

Now I believe

I could not see

Now I believe