Excess

Begin again, mistake, a friend

To live for that which might not end

In scenic ways, survived for days

On bitter taste and growing pains

I fell for you when I was new

To feeling better than I do

Excess is made to hide my face

When holding on and shifting blame

Content to be, alone to see

The world exist at break-neck speeds

I know that you were hurting too

And spending time on the difference

But another day was promised anyway

And although I wanted to be something it had failed

Before the starting bell had called

Before the moment that you stalled

For you found fortune in another special way