I've been thinking 'bout us, I know I'll never get that trust again

Lucky me, but look what the fuck's the point?

At war with the thought of avoidin' the truth, that I'm just a fuckin' loser to you

I suck at everything I do, so don't get it confused

I get the disappointment in me (Yeah)

Look at the bigger picture, it's a part of it

Trust it only stays if your heart's in it

Look, I know we’re not okay, but life's a bitch

Hope that we feel better, but it never ends

I was still lost when you found me, don't doubt it

Just because I fucked, don't mean that I'm drownin'

Under my own judgment, came to that I'm nothin

Tryin' my best, but it falls flat like always

I been passin' time, sleepin' through the day like nothin'

Tryna fight the nerves, but they pull me in like quicksand

I'm too insecure, no, I can’t be on a polaroid

I hope you understand how I been doin', I hope you're proud of me