Oh, I think I'm dying, all the monsters coming out

Oh, I think I'm dying, all the shadows all around

Oh, I think I'm dying

I'm gonna keep it real, whatcha know about takin' pills?

Poppin' these Xans, panic attacks, losin' my mind, feel like I'm dying

I can't believe what I'm sayin', you thinkin' I'm playin

I'm diggin' my grave right now

I'm crazy, you'd probably kill yourself if you knew

The shit that I was thinkin' about

How can I breathe? Cuttin' my sleeve, I'm watchin' it bleed

Maybe that will take the pain away, no more rainy days

You talkin' to me? Just let me be, I need some sleep

Why you think I cut so deep? You'll never see what's underneath

Please, I need some peace

I'm gonna keep it real, I'm gonna speak how I feel

When I'm drivin' feel like swervin' the wheel

Right and a left, you think that I'm playin'

I'm treatin' every song like writin' my will, yeah

This one right here's for everyone out there that's like me battle depression

Been to hell and back and I can tell that I go back and just can't learn my lesson, yeah

Countin' my blessings but suck at the math

So every blessing I keep cuttin' in half

So all of my problem keep addin' up

While my solutions keep cuttin' in half, yeah, yeah, yeah

Know that they hate me, they say that they love me

Don't call me crazy but I need the company

So fuck with me though, yeah

Oh, I think I'm dying, all the monsters coming out

Oh, I think I'm dying, all this shadows all around

Oh, I think I'm dying

I'm gonna keep it a mil, last year I made a million

Still it ain't change how I feel, still fuckin' with the same bottle of pills

Went from my brother's basement to a house with no payments

And dealin' with fuckers that I wanna kill

I gotta chill, I don't know how, I wish you could feel

What I'm talkin' about

I'm all by myself, talkin' out loud

No one can help, I feel like I'm drownin'

Shit is so cold, I'm losin' control, I'm losin' my soul

But I know I never sold it, no, Devil must have stole it, yeah

And that motherfucker is gonna have to deal with me

If I go to Hell, then I'm takin' over

I'm gonna keep it a secret

I ain't gon' tell nobody about these thoughts that are creepin' into my mind

So you think that I'm fine, you think that I’m lyin', that I’m cryin'

Now wolf when I say that I’m dying

Ain't gon' tell nobody that I'm scared of keepin' guns in the house

I ain't gon' tell nobody that I actually put guns in my mouth

Fuck you know about Russian roulette with a loaded gun?

Handle of vodka and still ain't drunk, I cannot tell nobody that I'm suicidal

No, I just keep it bottled up, bottle of pills are the heal

Of razor blade, cross my veins, cross my heart, hope to die

Jumpin' in front of trains, no, I'm not fuckin' playin'

Snortin' a bunch of 'caine , thinkin' it's just a game

Till I blow out my fuckin' brains

Oh, I think I'm dying, all the monsters coming out

Oh, I think I'm dying, all this shadows all around