If I Don't Love Me

I finally found someone I love

But I can't seem to keep her around

I'm stuck in my ways and I won't come out

If she can't do it nobody does

As I get a little older, a little older

And I've started feeling sober

Living alone

I love me the best

When I'm not in my head

Let me figure it out instead

Cause I'm falling to pieces

Without any reason

How the hell am I supposed to love you

If I don't love me

If I don't love me

If I don't love me

My heart starts pounding outside my chest

Whenever I don't know what to say

You know me so well, I'm scared to death

I get anxious then I run away

You hold me down

I pull away

I'm just afraid

Of the shit that I'll say

You never give up

And I never change

But at the end of the day

I love me the best

When I'm not in my head

Let me figure it out instead

Cause I'm falling to pieces

Without any reason

How the hell am I supposed to love you

If I don't love me

If I don't love me

If I don't love me

One last time I'll call this off

And hate me for the both of us

See I don't want to break us up

But I can't ever give you enough

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