Pain (feat. KENDOG)

Robert Hansen, AKA Bobby Bands

KENDOG of the B.A.P. Doggz

We 'bout to lay it down, check

Pain weighs heavy on my heart and soul...

Pain weights heavy on my heart and soul

Don't know how to feel since I lost my lil' bro

30 years old facin' 30 that's real cold

Stuck in the system with nowhere to go

So he took his own life, couldn't see light at the end

No visitors, so tell me who is your real friend?

Made a bad decision now you stuck inside the Pen

Waitin' on a letter supposed to come from your best friend

Plus COVIDs spreadin' all in the cellblocks

Prisoners are sick now, congested with dry coughs

No books left because you already read em all

Wonderin' when you dial out are they gon' accept your call?

Waitin' for that court date, time just creeps by

Miss your momma's face and you miss that street life

Can't sleep right so you just toss and turn at night

And COVID ain't a joke the virus is takin' our lives

And he just need a girl to try to fix his broken soul

And even still his blood runs so fuckin cold

She told him that he left her alone in the fucking cold

And now she left him all alone and said God bless your soul

And where his heart was, now there's just a black hole

And where his heart was, now there's just a black hole

I know about Pain cuz I was stuck in the rain for mad years

Trying to come up in the game, shed mad tears

Knowing things will never be the same

It is what it is and there ain't nobody to blame

I wish I could bring back the ones that we lost

but I can't, that's the part of life I can't stand

See you live and you learn, you love and then you die

We all know its comin just a matter of time

When COVID took my dad it just didn't seem real

I was numb I couldnt feel, I dont think Ill ever heal

Poppin pill after pill ain't gon' take the pain away

Smokin J after J, hopin' for a better day

And if it never comes Ima be alright cuz I'm built for it

Respect in my city, yo they kill for it

So I stay on my toes everywhere I go

To live and die in the Lo, yo it ain't no joke

My little cousin Baby Jayc, rest his soul

Now he's in a better place, this world's cold

My little cousin Baby Jayc, rest his soul

Now he's in a better place, this world's cold

And he just need a girl to try to fix his broken soul

And even still his blood runs so fuckin cold

She told him that he left her alone in the fucking cold

And now she left him all alone and said God bless your soul

And where his heart was, now there's just a black hole

And where his heart was, now there's just a black hole